Master has a way of making everything feel so much better and right now, I have good days and bad days, but I miss our physical connection. Our D/s relationship is good, except today I didn't get my treadmill in, but I did go and do a lot of errands, that included a fair bit of walking. I'm also keeping a weight loss tracker going as I am working on losing some weight as my doctor is concerned about my cholesterol. I've already lost 2.5 pounds and this pleases me, and its a start but its in the right direction.
I'm feeling rather down tonight as I write my blog. I've been challenged with selling items on either Craigslist, Facebook and/or groups. Off and on it has gone well, but right now, when I could certainly use the financial gain, it feels like if it isn't one thing, its another.
On the D/s front I feel connected to Master, and I do report to him how and what I am doing. He has told me to take the time I need to do what I need to do with regards to grieving Rizzo. Tonight I have done a lot of chores on top of the chores I did that involved driving to various places.
As for the holidays, I will be on my own. Its not something I talk too much about as it makes me feel like people will feel sorry for me. My other dog Blaze plus our kittens will celebrate it together :).
Charlie Brown and Snoopy - nuf said
This is Rizzo and Blaze last winter 2010, I love how
Rizzo's coat billowed out like a puffy pillow *grins*