April 24, 2012

I don't usually do this


But this weekend is very special to my family and I am asking that if any of my kinky pervy friends and followers have the time that if any of you can come out, to do so. 

Sean's Memory is a blog about what is happening this weekend and how you can all participate! 

We all look forward to seeing your sexy, kinky pervs out there!

Live, Love and Spanks!

Sierra


April 19, 2012

My Bottom Smarts

Master has been busy away from home, Sir is away right now and I am without a red bottom! I miss my subbie space, I miss the warmth of my ass, as each stroke  of the hand, flogger or belt. 

I crave to be bound, unable to wiggle away when the toys come out and I start to feel all warm and wet between my thighs. My pussy anxious to be fingered and teased to the point of wanting to scream; yet I am told not to make a sound!

I am sure a few of my spanking friends know exactly what I am talking about.  Its like we are in a club lol. 

I think if I could create a scene, one that would leave Master or Sir and I, it would have to be something super hot and definitely on the wild side! Something that would include candle wax play as I love the feel of drips of wax land upon my skin, especially on my tits, my nipples erect and ready to receive. Then they would be clamped as the sensations will be even more heightened.  My panties torn away by the sharp blade of a knife that's pressed against my clit, its coldness causing me to gasp in breath. All the while blind folded, not knowing when each implement would be used on me. 

Oh boy this is going to be a Hitachi night, my pussy is twitching just at the visual I have created! I will be sure to ask if we can do this, then I will post an updated version here for you all to read and for me to happily come back to every time I miss being used mercilessly over and over. 



Have a great day!

Love, Live & Spanks!

Sierra xo

April 11, 2012

Thank you Padme amidala


My good friend whose blog  Journey to the Darkside  is one I follow and read regularly. 

Today she spoke on her Twitter profile padmeamidala about crossing things off her bucket list. Well, I realized that is something I hadn't done since I posted my Bucket List  back in February of this year.  So I went through it and I can happily say there are quite a few things I have done!! So I wanted to acknowledge them and to you my readers, encourage you to write your own bucket list. It is so important what you want to do and then realize you have done them!

Work on my weight loss and get back to my karate weight 
Work on my cardiovascular
Add exercises every day or other day til I am at 30 to 45 mins.
Take Blaze (my dog) to Tynehead Park and walk an hour at least once a week
Learn how to use YouTube 
Learn how to make money online with PTC (Point to Click)
Expand my vegetable garden 
Enjoy a Hot Stone Massage 
Have a Long Term Savings account
Check out Allure 
Create an income from online sites
See the Northern Lights
Ride a mechanical bull

This really taught me the power of having a bucket list. I feel really good to know that there are a few things I have done and today I even added some that I hadn't thought about before, but definitely want to do. 









Master has a Coffee Date

I'm excited for him! She is such a lovely lady, we are close in age too. 

It was cute to see Master nervous, wanting to make a good impression. I know He will do great on His coffee date with this girl. She is looking for a Daddy/Master relationship with eventual 24/7. Master ran that by me and I assured Him to just enjoy the moment and see where the conversation takes them. That sometimes it is amazing how at one time something you never thought would be of interest to you, suddenly could be. That's what my play partner relationship with Sir has been about. He has introduced me to areas of play that at one time I never would have agreed to and yet, with time, and just lots of continual talking, my trust grows with Him. The only downside is we aren't able to see one another very much, so I am searching for an additional Top that will be local to me.

Master and I talk about everything and we feel our force is steady and strong. I like seeing Him happy, as much as He likes to see me happy. 






April 5, 2012

Bringing Sexy Back!

Before we get to the good stuff! I must not forget what this long weekend is! 




Well they are here! My photo shoot I did on March 30/12, I have my prints in my hot little hands (err, CD) lol. 


I know my pervy followers are anxiously waiting to see how hot they turned out and far be it from me to disappoint! 


Enjoy!


Live, Laugh & Love
Sierra
Kiss the Beauty!
Sensual and Softness


Longing

Cheeky Girl!

Vroom Vroom!

March 27, 2012

Sexy Booty Shorts!

Master and I were out over the weekend and He took me to this great little alternative store called Hallowvillemanor. This store we had seen last year when we went to the local show and shine and we instantly fell in love with it. There are costumes for rent, as well as clothing to buy!  While checking things out, I stumbled upon a display of sexy booty shorts! Now I really do like booty shorts, however, a lot depends on the material they are made with and how they sit on me. Being a curvy gal, you must understand, it is not sexy to have a sexy pair of booty shorts on if they don't sit right!

I was going through all sorts of sexiness when I stumbled upon two pairs!! 



Yesterday Master gave me a task... I was to use my Hitachi as many times as I wanted and cum in my Lick my Piercing panties. I did do that, but I think I will do some more! I'm hoping that if I can get Master or *maybe* Sir, to do some caning on my ass while I'm wearing my Spank me Hard booty shorts that I can have some sexy pictures to share. 

Enjoy! I know I do!

Live, Laugh & Love

Sierra

March 24, 2012

My Overnight with the Braided Rose Whip

Our overnight had finally arrived! I was so excited to see Sir, a distraction is really what I needed! Things have been so upside down that being completely submissive is what I knew to be best for me. 

While on my way to meet Sir, I had text Him to ask a question. He told me that He would provide the answer when I arrived at the location agreed to. Within a few minutes I pulled into the parking lot, curious as to what Sir wanted me to do after I text Him of my arrival. 

I waited for his return text, already excited, not sure if I should be afraid or not! Suddenly His reply comes in. 

Sir: Are you going to be a good girl? 
Me: Yes, Sir.
Sir: Will I do as I am told, with no distractions? 
Me: Yes, Sir I will.
Sir: What are you wearing?
Me: Black leggings, a top and heels. 
Sir:  So no jeans or anything like that? 
Me: No Sir.

I'm now really curious, with a nervous smile across my face. 

Sir then says that He wants me to masturbate in my car for 5 solid minutes. When I am done, I am to text Him back. 

The parking lot where I am at, there is a steady stream of people traffic, windows open, blinds or drapes pulled back, I was positive someone would see me. So I pull down my leggings, fingering my pussy, I feel the excitement of being caught, and the adrenaline of doing as I am told, craving to please all rolled into a ball of energy. I look at the clock, thinking to myself, "am I supposed to cum?" oh oh, we never discussed that! 

Not long after, I felt an orgasm hit fast and so I go with it. When I finish, I pull my seat up and text Sir. He asks me if I did as I am told. I said Yes, Sir. He said are you sure? I said Yes, Sir, I'm sure people saw me. He then gives me the rest of the information I needed to find Him. 

I am greeted at the door. I am looking down as I am feeling submissive and very in the moment. He draws me in and smiles at me. Greeting me with a warm hug and kiss, telling me He is very happy to see me, and that I look very hot. *blush*.

The energy of the room is calm, candles lit and porn on the tv via the laptop. I could see some of Sir's toys, I am in for a long, intense scene *smile*. 

We chat for a little while, all the while I am in service to Him. I do everything from lighting his cigarettes, to getting Him something to drink and eat. He asks me to remove His boots and massage His feet. I love giving foot massages, I feel that they are very sensual and erotic. Sir is always freshly washed and well presented. 

Our evening led into many different experiences for me and also with a new addition to my own personal toys. Braided Rose Whip. Sir, used it on me and it felt amazing! The way the falls hit my ass and the combination of sensations, I knew this was the one I wanted! I got it from Licks and Lashes and I have to say the quality of this whip is awesome, I even showed it to Master when my date night was over, and He approved of its quality and design. I can't wait to play with it with Master!

Sir told me that I was a very good girl *smile* what submissive would not be happy to know that she not only stepped outside her comfort zone a little more, as well as a little time to escape the real world for a night. 

Thank you Sir and thank you Master for both allowing me to explore and embrace both of your worlds. 


Balance and Trust

March 17, 2012

Bell in a box - Cinder style


This is my fur family on a day where the kitty felt that crawling into a cereal box was worth a few antics LOL!

March 16, 2012

Sexy St. Patrick's Day!


Its a GREAT day to day! Not only is it TGIF but its a party weekend that includes a Happy St. Patrick's Day!!   I know many will start celebrating and having all kinds of naughty fun tonight! How about you? Do you celebrate St. Patrick's Day? What are some of the kinky and fun things you like to do? 

No date night for me tonight, Master is working on a movie set today/night, hoping for a date night and spanking tomorrow. I've been craving his attention a lot lately! I really hope that we can work something out this weekend!

Next week is my overnight with Sir, I have recently heard from Him and he has warned me that I will be used well and many times over!  We have been talking about a flogger that I have been admiring, he has mentioned about bringing a few for me to test out and choose from! Yay! I love new toys!! Hmmm, this makes me think that perhaps I should look at testing products and writing up reviews on them? What do you all think? Do any of you know someone who does this? What do they think of it? Is it fun, is it boring? Do they keep the toys?  I'd love to hear everyone's stories!!

I will be sure to write up a blog of my weekend and my time with Sir in the week to come! 

Love, Laugh and Live

Sierra

For all my Readers who love to look at some Friday Eye Candy!



March 13, 2012

The anticipation

There is a buzz in the air, my time with Sir is fast approaching! I am excited as it has been a good month and a half since our last play. 


He has already told me that He will push me further, more outside of my comfort zone. As our trust continues to build, I welcome this diversion. I welcome the chance to see what He has in mind. 

The last time we played, I was clothes pegged on my pussy and made to walk and then being teased by Sir as he made a point of saying that I didn't walk like a lady, while feeling those pinching pegs, with every step I took, the more I tried to stride like a lady, the more the pegs rubbed not just on my pussy, but with each other!!  Not to be out done, I had clamps on my breasts, the kind where Sir controls their level of tightness at His will, the chain linking left with the right breast reminding me that any movement I made too extreme, made them "grab" that much more and I would wince. Oh to see Sir's, happiness made it all worth it!!

Being on my knees, looking up at Him, while sucking His cock; forced deep throat, drool starting to bubble out of my mouth.  I could feel the gurgle of my vomit want to creep up more and more.... but I was determined NOT to throw up. I made sure to eat very little that day! Tears started to form, not of sadness but of my reflexes doing my magic.

Sir had me crawl on my knees and follow Him to the bathroom, once their I was required to kneel beside Him, the humiliation drawing me, coaxing me to open up and see what was in store. 

More to follow....

March 9, 2012

My other side



So its done, I've finally taken the time and energy to create a very personal, in depth blog strictly on my health and wellness. 


You can find it here on word press, a personal look at a private pain.Dance With My Father. Make sure to subscribe to my new site. Not to worry though, all my kink related adventures won't be going anywhere! I will still be posting about my adventures and experiences with my poly relationships and my fetish modelling. 


So stay tuned! Don't go anywhere! A new poly blog will be coming up shortly!


Live, Laugh and Love


Sierra


March 5, 2012

The Power of Gratitude



I like to reflect on the things in life I am grateful for. Gratitude has taught me that no matter who I am, whether it be the kinky poly- submissive or the nature loving dig my feet in the sand kinda of girl, gratitude keeps me level headed and encouraging positive things to enter into my life.

Things I am Thankful for
  • Food in my tummy, a cup of warm tea and a roof over my head
  • Growing my own vegetables
  • Having my dog Blaze in my life
  • Having my cats Jingles, Cinder and Ella making me laugh everyday, even when they are spazzy 
  • Having the love and support of C in my life. 
  • Having the friends in my life that accept me for me
  • Being able to explore old thought patterns and replacing them with healthier ones
  • Having YOU read my blog and hopefully take something away from it
  • Watching the sun peak from the clouds 
  • Listening to the rain on my roof at night
  • Owning my home  

Be sure to stay to check back often for my new blog site!! 


March 1, 2012

How Slutty Are You?

I was surfing a site I usually go to and there was a thread happening. The topic was simply called


Now me being the curious gal that I am, figured what the heck, let's see how slutty I am!  Turns out I am as slutty as I like to be lol! A rousing 86%!! Yep I'm actually proud of that and at my age too boot! 

Here's the test, go ahead, take it.... push yourself to the edge, I bet you will be glad you did!

http://www.okcupid.com/the-slut-test




Enjoy!

Live, Laugh & Love

Sierra

Hitachi Time


Recently Master and I had some play time together. We both were craving to be together, and given our time is precious these days, we take time whenever we can get it!!

The other night, I was horny and asked Master if He would have sex with me. In an instant I was attacked! Master has this very sexy growl that drives me insane and I get really wet from hearing his voice. The other thing He does is he bites me usually around my neck area! Its very primal and HOT, often it reminds me of what we would be like if we were wild animals in the wilderness; except no lion clothes here!

Master starts playing with my clit and pussy, and I am all wiggly and such *giggles*. Master always likes to get me to cum before He even enters me, but I wasn't in the full space for that, so he teases me some more. He flips me over and starts giving me a barehanded spanking! Combined with biting my neck, growling and now spanking me, I and starting to get lost in my little world. Floating happily to hearing His growls, like the wolf he is!

He flips me forcibly and He decides He is going to go for some more intense pussy play and I am a lucky girl!! While He is enjoying my pussy, I grab my Hitachi. For those that don't have a Hitachi Wand, this little baby is the gem of all gems. Here is a good description of it from another blogger Hitachi.

Master orders me to use my Hitachi and upon doing so He enters my pussy. Instant rush! The feeling of a warm ass, the high of the Hitachi vibing my clit and now Master inside me! I want to cum and Master growls at me, a long lingering growl into my ear and I cum very very loudly, not once but multiple times!

I bring Master to orgasm and He is a very happy man!

I love my Master and our connection is strong as is our love!


Live, Laugh and Love,

Sierra




February 24, 2012

Answering Your Requests and Emails!


I've had emails and comments about my poly relationship and what's happening with it. Thank you for asking, and for letting me know what you are interested in! 

There hasn't been too much going on with my Sir for a few weeks now. This is the downside to having someone being "just a play partner" in common language it is someone you play with casually. Sir has a Primary relationship as well as a Secondary relationship and a very casual relationship with a play partner he seems once in a while. This can make my play time with Sir very challenging and although we both know that we really enjoy our time together, it is I that is looking at what is going on in my life, and the ups and downs that happen in one's life. I see at times a very lucky girl to have a loving Master who works very hard every day to provide for us and I see a Sir, who I do enjoy playing with, but the time apart seems to grow more each time. 

Sometimes, especially when Master is very busy with work and comes home exhausted that after I tend to drawing his bath or giving him a much deserved and earned massage, that leaves little for any playing on the dark side. 

I miss Master and Sir right now. It isn't easy when life gets in the way, but given that each represent a piece of the lifestyle I enjoy, I know that with patience and time things always find a way to work out. 

Thank you to my readers and comments left on what you like about my blog and what you want to see more of. Without you, I wouldn't know which direction to write about :) 

For my Fetish Model fans, discussions are in the works to start gearing up for new photographs, so keep your eyes out for new shots in the near and not so distant future! 

Live, Love and Laugh,
Sierra xx



February 20, 2012

Kitty wants a drink

I decided to try out uploading to YouTube today. Its been something I've wanted to do for a while (oh hey I can mark that off my Bucket List Bucket List 2012! ) it was just more about finding the courage to learn and then do something fun.

So my little tester is my kitten Cinder Kitty Wants a Drink. He has this passion and freak out over water! Doesn't matter if it is in a glass or in the tub or sink, if he can get to it, you can be sure he will. The other is chasing toilet paper and watching the toilet water flush, but that's a whole nother episode LOL!

Please share my link, post your comments, check out the ads, I'd like to get as much feedback as possible, so I can tweak and improve upcoming videos!

Have a great day!

Sierra
Cinder checking out where the mice are! LOL


February 18, 2012

The Ups and Downs of being a Play Partner

I am starting to think that I don't like the beginning  NRE (New Relationship Energy), the butterflies, the laughter, the incessant flirting and bantering. The phase can go for days and days. Then, without any warning, the natural occurrence of the next phase enters. 


I knew when I started playing with Sir, that as much as He is interested in playing with me, He also said He didn't know how often it would be. At first it seemed back to back (it was actually about 2 to 4 weeks in between our visits). I enjoyed our visits, our energy, the connection and for me exploration to areas not touched before. 


As time has started to move on and its been about 3 to 4 weeks since I last saw Sir, I have really started to think about what I want. I've come to realize I do want a regular play partner, but I don't know how regular this  relationship would be. 


My Master is my rock, I talk to Him about everything and when I feel unsure or uncertain, He supports me and reminds me that He isn't going anywhere and of how much He loves me. I know that through Him and His love and unconditional support, I continue to grow and flourish within my submission to Him who I call Master. 


I'm not sure if this is just a reality check for me, and if so, then I may accept the situation and find another play partner who will give me more of what I am looking for; or Sir will stay in the picture but I recognize that we won't be playing very much. If that is the case, our time together may just fade away.


The ups and downs of being a play partner - sometimes when it works, it works great; but when it is difficult, it can be very challenging.



February 17, 2012

Passion and Poison

My blog is not usually used as a venting ground. I prefer to do that somewhere else. However, having said that,  the last couple of days I have been brewing over something and even after I have spoken to friends to get their feed back and checking on my sources to get more information, unfortunately my passion for protecting animals and especially our own pets, has caused me to become very determined to find an end resolution to the situation I have been made aware of. 

It seems a very few short days ago, my neighbor and I were speaking, she wanted to let me know that she had noticed a couple of dead squirrels in our complex, now it should be noted that we do not have an abundance of squirrels in the rural area I live in. My neighbor went on further to comment that she had spoken to our Property Manager and he confirmed that poison had been put out by a neighbor, but that he wouldn't reveal who that was! 

When I heard this, I became very upset! I started to have thoughts of "what if's" and not long after my anxiety started to creep up. I stopped myself and reminded myself that Blaze (my beautiful JRT) is home, he's safe and wagging his tail happily in front of me :D. However, the next day, I am skeptical about walking him in and around our part of the neighborhood as I don't know who it is that put it out, and I also don't know what to look for!


I did look in my Community Rules and there is nothing in there about poisoning rodents, I called my local Animal Shelter and they said there was nothing they could do. So, after doing a more thorough check and I came across this note from the BC SPCA Predator Control (i.e. Pest Control). I feel like I have finally stumbled on something viable and content worthy. 


With this, I will leave my blog to be updated when I know more in the coming days! 

Remember to love your pet as much as they love you!  


Ok back to my regular pervy posts! 

February 14, 2012

Valentines Day!!


Yes, it is THAT day where a cupid is apparently shooting arrows to those needing direction! 

Today I woke up to my Master saying those words to me, and followed with a hug and a kiss.  Something so simple, yet so meaningful!

After not having someone in my life to share any day with, let alone this day, or worse yet, having someone who could care less about this day or any other day. 

So I did some research online to see what others do on this red filled heart day! This is what I found out: http://www.timeanddate.com/holidays/canada/valentine-day

"Many people send letters, cards, presents and gifts to the person with whom they have or want to have a romantic relationship. Valentine's Day cards are often red or pink and decorated with images of hearts, red roses, teddy bears, presents or happy couples kissing or embracing. They may be in brightly colored, perhaps pink or red, envelopes.
Many people give gifts to loved ones on Valentine's Day. Common gifts are:
  • Flowers, particularly red roses.
  • Chocolates and/or candy.
  • Teddy bears.
  • Toy hearts.
  • Sparkling wine.
  • Cosmetics.
  • Clothing, including lingerie.
  • Jewelry.
Some people celebrate Valentine's Day lavishly. They may treat their partner to a themed meal in a restaurant or a night in a luxury hotel. Others may take short breaks or vacations on Valentine’s Day.
Valentine's Day can also be an occasion for a more general celebration of love and appreciation of people who are personally important to an individual. School children may help decorate their classrooms with hearts and spring birds and make cards or presents for their parents. Stores may also sell Valentine's Day themed cakes, cookies or candy. Teenagers and young adults may hold Valentine's Day parties or dances on or near February 14."
I'm curious though, if you are spiritual in nature, how do you embrace Valentine's Day? 
I found this article and an excerpt from it, that really resonated with me, and something I know not enough of us do... and that is courtesy of the  Huffington Post Meditation Center
"The focus for Valentine's Day is a unique twist on the what the day has come to mean: before showering your love and affection on someone else (which is a decidedly cool thing to do every day!), how about starting with a simple focus on loving yourself first?
It has been said that we should give from our overflow and Donna's meditation today begins with the premise that the more loving we have inside, the more we have to share with others."
I also want my single followers to know, that I am being mindful of yourselves, and I know the saying "Single Awareness Day" feels more announced today than on any other day. Other than society creating a huge hoopla with celebratory gifts and tokens to loved ones, the thing I want you all to know is this 


In my eyes, you are ALL my Valentine!!



February 11, 2012

Bucket List

Writing a bucket list is important to me, as it will help keep me focused on what I want to accomplish before I die.  I will keep adding to it as I think of more items. If you think of something you would like me to add to my list, please email me at sultrysensualsierra@gmail.com.

I will blog about what I have crossed off and from time to time include pictures and talk about what the experience was like. My goal with writing out a bucket list is to encourage me to always live life to the fullest and to be mindful of the present.
  1. Fly in a hot air balloon
  2. Do a tour in a Helicopter
  3. Visit Mount Baker (Never been)
  4. Para-sailing in a warm climate
  5. Fly First Class Round Trip
  6. Vacation in Jamaica
  7. Volunteer work with mental illness
  8. Volunteer work with animal shelters
  9. Volunteer work with battered women
  10. Volunteer work with homeless shelters
  11. Help someone anonymously
  12. Send a message in a bottle
  13. Go to England to see family 
  14. Work on my weight loss and get back to my karate weight 
  15. Work on improving my strength training 
  16. Work on my cardiovascular
  17. Add exercises every day or other day til I am at 30 to 45 mins.
  18. Take Blaze (my dog) to Tynehead Park and walk an hour at least once a week
  19. Get a dog preferably from a rescue or animal shelter
  20. Visit Jasmine and Destiny with Blaze 
  21. Have a salt water tank again 
  22. Have my blood taken to make sure my cholesterol is below warning
  23. Get yearly STD testing
  24. Donate Blood
  25. Stop biting my nails
  26. Get gel nails again
  27. Get my hair cut and styled
  28. Do Pin Up Modelling
  29. Do More Fetish Modelling
  30. Do More Photography with Patrick Parenteau
  31. Write my Will
  32. Learn how to use YouTube 
  33. Learn how to make money online with PTC (Point to Click)
  34. Have my ashes released in my favorite park and in the ocean
  35. Finish renovations started in my kitchen
  36. Start renovations in my bathroom 
  37. Expand my vegetable garden 
  38. Go to  Scotland
  39. Get another tattoo - this one representing my pets (Rizzo, Blaze, Teo, Jingles paw prints)
  40. Visit  Italy
  41. Try surfing in California or Hawaii
  42. Go back to Hawaii
  43. Go Whale Watching in Vancouver
  44. Return to fishing - Salmon or Trout
  45. Sleep overnight on a boat, and see the florescent ling cod (loved it the first time)
  46. Vacation in Vegas (I've never been)
  47. Go to Victoria and visit the Empress Hotel and have High Tea
  48. Get a full body massage followed up by a soak in a mud bath
  49. Return to Acupuncture 
  50. Have a Reiki treatment
  51. Enjoy a Hot Stone Massage  (keep it up for health benefits)
  52. Enjoy regular massages (helps cleanse my body of toxins)
  53. Cleanse my home of negative energy
  54. Do a Yeast and Intestinal Cleanse twice a year
  55. Continue on my spiritual journey 
  56. Continue with my working on my inner self
  57. Start and Finish the program called Dialectical Behavioral Therapy  DBT   
  58. When ready - stop taking HRT
  59. When ready - stop taking Beta Blocker
  60. When ready - reduce Effexor XR
  61. Take a ride on a real train (no, not the skytrain!)
  62. Visit Alcatraz in San Francisco
  63. Ride a trolley car in San Francisco
  64. Ride a gondola (maybe in Switzerland or Banff)
  65. Have a Long Term Savings account
  66. Get Registered Disability Savings Account
  67. File appeal for CPP Disability
  68. File complaint with College of Physicians and Surgeons re: Ear DX
  69. File complaint with Patient Care re: medical treatment at LMH
  70. Visit a Winery in California
  71. Ride a horse on a beach at sunset 
  72. Sit on a beach watching the sunrise/sunset
  73. Swim naked in Jamaica, Hawaii or Barbados
  74. Have sex under a waterfall
  75. Make love in the rain (been a long time)
  76. Dance in the Rain 
  77. Go to a Swingers Resort
  78. Check out Allure 
  79. Stay at an all inclusive Resort
  80. See a show at the River Rock Hotel and Casino
  81. See a show at the Red Robinson Theatre
  82. See a Broadway Play on Broadway
  83. Walk through Central Park in New York
  84. Go to see the Phantom of the Opera
  85. Write an erotic story
  86. Create a following on my blog
  87. Have a contest on my blog  Sexy on the Darkside
  88. Encourage people to read my blog  Coming out of the Dark
  89. Create an income from online sites
  90. Get to know my nephews
  91. Visit an authentic haunted house
  92. Drive down the Oregon Coast
  93. Ride in a Horse drawn Carriage in the winter
  94. Stay in a cabin in the winter
  95. Go snow shoeing
  96. Sit in a hot tub in the winter
  97. Have a real Christmas Tree in my home
  98. Vacation in Disney World in Florida
  99. Vacation in Miami 
  100. Swim with dolphins
  101. Ride an Elephant 
  102. Touch a Giraffe and feed them
  103. Go on an African Safari
  104. Visit Okinawa, Japan
  105. Have sushi in Okinawa, Japan
  106. Go to the 9/11 site in New York, USA
  107. Learn Bellydancing and make my own costume
  108. Have a romantic picnic in the park
  109. Watch the stars and name the constellations
  110. Make a wish on a shooting star
  111. See the Northern Lights
  112. Watch a movie outdoors on a big screen
  113. Go to a Drive In Movie (haven't since I was a young girl)
  114. Play spin the bottle (haven't since I was a young girl)
  115. Play truth or dare (haven't since I was a young girl)
  116. Learn to fire a gun
  117. Go back to Karate and get my black belt 
  118. Take a kickboxing class
  119. Visit my close friend in Hines Creek, Alberta
  120. Visit the boys I had in Kinship care 
  121. Go and see Bruce Lee's grave and send positive thoughts and energy
  122. Go and see Brandon Lee's grave and send positive thoughts and energy
  123. Learn to make soap from scratch
  124. Take up knitting again
  125. Relearn crocheting
  126. Learn to make candles from bees wax
  127. Learn to make a scrapbook
  128. Learn to take photographs of high quality
  129. Learn a new language other than English and Spanish
  130. Go see a Dinner Theatre 
  131. Write a book
  132. Pay off my Student Loan
  133. Ride a mechanical bull
  134. Go to  Blodel Conservatory
  135. Check out  Dr. Sun Yat Sun - Chinese Garden
  136. Continue to get the word out about mental illness 
  137. Spend more time with my family on the K side. 
  138. Go to my family grave site
  139. Create my own website  SultrySierra
  140. Attend 30 week program at Group Therapy Services - BPD