Tongue Me Tuesday

I love a good tonguing don't you? With that in mind, here's some photos for you to perv and enjoy!

 Helping a girl out 

She returned the favor 

Lixxs and Spanxs!!

2 year Sex-er-versary

Merry Ho'ness everyone!!

How have you all been? I know I've not written since September. The reason is I've been dealing with some mental health issues. I struggle with social anxiety, depression, bipolar and borderline personality disorder.

It has taken its toll on my kink life and poly relationships.

I know I've let many of you down, and I suspect you all have forgotten about me. I do apologize for that. I have been working on myself, seeing the right medical people, doing the protocols advised. Master and I are strong, he is my force and guidance.

Merry Kink'ness!! 

How I See My Master

I know it has been a long time, (a few months) since I have written. There have been a variety of reasons, but now that things are starting to return to better paths, I thought I would do an update. 

I wrote this recently and am going to share it here:

Over two and half years ago you can into my life, literally by a drive to an event that cancelled suddenly. Never had I felt so comfortable as we chatted while you drove to and from the event. Your ease to make me laugh, your sexy voice was all I had known, other than a profile picture of sexy man's chest.

During our conversations, not once did I ever see a photo of you til that evening you decided to drive back from the cancelled event and we spoke of meeting. You graciously went to Tim Hortons and picked up my steeped tea and you your triple triple. When you returned, you came to my home (something I seldom, if ever allowed anyone to come to) that was the very first time I had ever seen your face, the entire person, no longer just a voice and torso. Talk about a handsome and sexy man!

As our days and weeks went by, we realized we are joined. We both just knew that we are meant to be together.

I have no words to describe the passion you bring out in me. When we have done a scene, you have always made sure to have everything I need for when I return from sub drop. Your arms surrounding me, making me feel safe, always. Even so much as to make sure the next day, how I was and if I needed anything.

I smile with appreciation when I have seen you do a scene with another submissive. To see your floggers dance across the flesh, rhythm flowing to music that pulsates through your veins.

In our day to day life, you have always had my best interests. Through surgery, recovery and physical pain, you never wavered. My mental health has been a challenge, yet with your support and communication, you have shown me that not all run away. You have given me acceptance and returning of trust, something I thought I had long since lost.

You understand me, you encourage me and challenge me.

I am proud to be your submissive and love you with all that I am.

Stress release spanking

Lately things at home have been a bit hectic and stressful. Master has been busy with working and that takes Him away from home for many hours, as long as 16 hours!! Master treats me so very well, I am very lucky to be His submissive. Master allows me as much time as I need on the computer as He knows I have more than one blog that I write, as well as keeping in contact with the volunteer organization we work with and at times there is a flurry of activity that can't always wait til later or the next day. I also have unlimited text messaging usage, however, if Master wants my time, I shut everything down and focus on Him and His needs. That is just the way our M/s relationship is and I wouldn't change it for anything! 

We don't get to play very much, it seems that things just get the better of us. I sure do miss those heavy spankings where I feel the stress just melt away from me and the warmth of my ass shiny and warm! I'm always wondering how we will play, what with our several pets LOL! 

I love it when Master gets His toys out. I get wet and excited when I see them laid out in front of me. Master will being spanking me with His hand, I never count how many He has done because I start to become focused on our play together. I usually don't know which toy He will pick up and use on my ass. I do have favorites but I know He does too *wink*. 

During our play Master will ask me to spread my legs, He likes to look at my shaven pussy, freshly tidy just for Him. When I spread my legs for Him, it doesn't matter if I am on the St. Andrew's Cross or on our bed and on all 4's, His happiness is all that matters. I love being his "Good Girl". 

There are times where I will ask Master to spank me harder, that I want it to be difficult to sit down. Of course Master, always obliges :). I've had play where my ass has been so red that welts and bruising have been the gifts of my time with Him. Master will bite my neck, and growl. Oh how I love it when He growls and demands I cum for Him. I love it when He says "Cum girl, Cum for me". Oh the power of those words, and the orgasm that follows! Thank you Master for making me cum so hard for you!  Thank you for using me and taking me to your darkside! 

Master is a sensual dominant, in that He is a very caring and loving Master, but don't think He can't be strict! If I am not to move and I do, boy do I get a paddle for it! If Master asks how I am doing, I will always tell Him how I am feeling. It is very important to our scene that He knows if I am ok or not. We don't pay attention to time. When we play, we are in the moment and all that matters is us. I miss those times together. 

I love it when Master ties me up. Lately he has been practicing some new rope work and boy does it look hot! I can't wait to wear the "rope panties" He has been working on perfecting! So hot! I love when Master puts clothes pegs and/or other implements on my tits to make my nipples erect and hard. My body becoming  tingly and numb with the pegs on my nipples, but then when He removes them there are no words to describe the intensity of what feels like pain, only to have it bring you to orgasm! 

I always love how submissive I feel after we have played on the dark side. I love cuddling with Him, sitting at His feet, feeling safe and warm in His love for me.

I've had people ask me what is it about spankings that I like. My answer is pretty simple, I enjoy the arousal and feeling of being wet and knowing that Master also enjoys our play together. I love the warmth of my ass, I love seeing the marks after our play. I really enjoy our sex after a scene too!  

I hope we will be able to have some stress release spankings very, very soon! 

Lixxs and Spanxs! 

Changes

I've been going through my profile on Fetlife and removing and adding topics and "likes".

What about about yourself? Do you go through your lists? Friends, Kinks, Likes/Dislikes/ Forums?

What do you feel it says about you?

I feel pretty good about going through and making changes. I feel it shows where my growth is and it also has it has given me a chance to add forums I hadn't been able to find before.

I love being kinky, having fetishes, friendships in the Community with like minded people.

Kink is good!

Reflecting

I feel like I have been neglecting my kink community and readers. BOO!

I think in some ways I have, yet from time to time I read my fellow kink bloggers blogs and catch up on what they have been up to, what has been asked as a topic of conversation or perhaps a new fetish has arisen!

So here's an idea!! I'm going to write a Top 5 Blog! I want it to include things I have learned, kinks you have shared, and tips I have picked up!

Now let's get started:

1. What topics interest you my reader? Are you wanting more topics that are about my kink life, or more about our kink community and things I learn?
2. Do you think I should get a bare handed spanking, a crop, or flogger when I have been a naughty submissive? 
3. What do you think is important in a D/s relationship? 
4. Have you been in a Total Power Exchange relationship? If so, what have you liked/disliked about it?
5. Do you have down times where you don't blog for a while? Do you let your readers know?

I look forward to hearing from you!

Lixxs and Spanxs, 

Are you?

I've been chatting with my former Dominant. We have always remained close and we have played over the years. Master has met him and there are no issues with me playing with Him.

I also have a close friendship with Him. He said that He knows He will always get the truth from me. Its nice to know that my words are valued. I am also this way in my submission. When I choose to be a submissive to Master or to this Dominant, I take it very seriously because I know that being a good girl is what makes them happy as well as myself. I find when I am doing what makes me happy, it shows in my service.

I've not had a poly relationship in a while. Sometimes I miss it, other times I am wrapped up in my other projects. But somehow I always remember my place. If not, I get reminded!

How about you? Are you in a poly relationship?

Keeping Up with Kink

Happy Friday Everybody! 

Sometimes life throws us curves and changes that make it difficult to keep up with our fetishes and kinks. 

That's what has happened with Master and I, just as I suspect it has happened to many of you. 

I have a mental illness and I do write on another blog as to how I am doing. You are more than welcome to follow Finding My Way Back as well I also do a fair bit of volunteer work with rescuing dogs from high kill shelters I also blog about the benefits to fostering, adopting and rescuing Everyday Wiggles. 

Health wise, I've been busy this week with appointments, so it has really taken away from blogging and staying in touch with people. 

Kink wise, there is West Coast Bound this weekend. I really wish we could go, but money is super tight right now and we just can't afford it. 

I am also on Tumblr and have just reconnected on there, boy have I missed it! Feel free to follow me there, I have all kinds of naughty thoughts revealed!Sexy On The Darkside

So that's what I have been up to! What have you all be up to? I'd sure love to hear how you all are doing.

Top 100 Sex Bloggers of 2012

Today we saw that a friend of ours from Journey To the Darkside made it on this list again this year they are number 62!! Congratulations to Anakin and Padme amidala.

Be sure to check out Between My Sheets to see the list in its entirety! 

The goal this year is to visit as many of the blogs on the list that I've never visisted before and I will leave a comment. I am looking forward to making new friends, following new and amazing writers. Hey and as we are heading into the holiday season, why not wear a little garland "in all the right places" *wink*. I will be sure to say that Rori, from Between My Sheets sent me! 

Lixxs and Spanxs!

Sensual Sierra

Monday Blues

Yes, it is one of THOSE days! Monday is here, after a weekend of heavy rain, clouds and wind. It seems our Autumn weather of warmth and Summer time sun has left and we are now left with the grey of  what will most likely stick around til Spring. 

This makes me sad, as Master has gone to work on a tv show today. He will be very busy til well after 10pm tonight. I get lonely when he is gone for long stretches like this. Master wasn't well yesterday, so we didn't go and visit our friends. So if you throw that on top of today's schedule, I have too much time on my hands. 

This can make for a naughty submissive. If she knew what to get into that involved staying warm and cozy! 

So I am going to put out to the bloggerverse, that you could give me some ideas of things to get up to that will keep me occupied. 

Let me know! 

Lixxs and Spanxs,

2012 Top Sex Bloggers List

This is my first year entering and it would mean so much to me if you could vote for me here and show your love for my blog!! 

I voted for my top 2 sex bloggers they are:

1. My Bottom Smarts - she is a fantastic writer who shares of her love of spankings and her fantasies!

2. Life, Submission and Exploration you really should follow this weekly blogger who shares of her love of her M/s relationship with her Daddy and her enjoyment of everything they share together including Ass Fuck Fridays. 

I follow quite a few blogs, that are shown to the right of my blog, all you need to do is click on one of them and it will take you right to their site. I must admit, being a blogger is a lot of work and it is rewarding, but like all good things, it takes a lot of time and energy to become skilled at writing and to gaining followers. I know the longer I blog, the more followers I will gain. I will be going through my list and voting for them as well. Closing is AUGUST 31, 2012.

I am so appreciative of the followers I have gained, and I am always so happy to see a new one has joined or commented about something I have written about. My Master loves to hear how my blog is doing and how others are enjoying it. Thank you all for your feedback and comments!!

Be sure to follow me on Twitter SensualSierra this is where I share all of my kinky enjoyments!! 

My other side

So its done, I've finally taken the time and energy to create a very personal, in depth blog strictly on my health and wellness. 


You can find it here on word press, a personal look at a private pain.Dance With My Father. Make sure to subscribe to my new site. Not to worry though, all my kink related adventures won't be going anywhere! I will still be posting about my adventures and experiences with my poly relationships and my fetish modelling. 


So stay tuned! Don't go anywhere! A new poly blog will be coming up shortly!


Live, Laugh and Love


Sierra

Bloggerversary!

Hard to believe that not only is today my Birthday and Christmas Eve is tomorrow, then the day that many have been waiting for, Christmas!!

I see by my counter to the left of my blog, it will be my one year anniversary since I started blogging. I've found that blogging has been helping me to get my thoughts out and explore my Fetish and Kink sides openly. There will always be people that either like you or don't. What matters is that you are true to yourself.

I have fallen behind with my #Advent blogging :(, something I am not happy about, but I believe with all that has happened in the last couple of weeks, and then this week hasn't been any better. I am just about ready to hop into a hole, like a ground hog does, and check on February 2 to see if I have a shadow!

So tell me, are you guys all ready for Santa to arrive, maybe He will have that new flogger you asked for, or belt for that special slave or submissive. Either way from myself and my family, we wish to wish all of you a very Kinky Christmas and Fetish New Year!

I saw this and just HAD to share it with You all!

New Groups and Advent Calendar

I've been hard at work making a new group on Facebook, feel free to join it! Langley Swap & Buy I got the idea from another group called Chilliwack Mom Swap/Buy as I've been selling my Master's items as he is downsizing to move in with me *happy girl*. 


I've also decided to join my friend padmeamidala whose blog I follow Journey to the Darkside and do a daily #adventblog. She got the idea from a blogger she follows who I now follow Mija's blog thank you Mija for the idea!! Please check out Mija's blog if you are interested in joining us by having a countdown on your blog towards Christmas.


The idea is to blog everyday about whatever is on your mind, and do a countdown towards Christmas. This is day 1 for my #advent calendar.


I am going to copy and paste Mija's explanation (I hope she doesn't mind) 


"If you do decide to play along there are no rules, no topics and no guilt for missing a day (I may struggle sometimes myself). But do let me know either here or on Twitter. I want to put a list of everyone Advent blogging on my posts."

"You're welcome to do the same or not, whatever seems the most fun. Don't feel you have to blog about any specific topic. My own will be about whatever is on my mind for the day, be it holiday related, kink related or some political topic I can't leave alone. My only suggestion is that you use this style "My Blog Title: Day X" so there's a countdown to the 25th."


I think it will be a lot of fun to do and look forward to following padmeamidala and mija's blogs daily. I also look forward to following other #advent blogs on our countdown to Christmas!!


Don't forget to join my new group on Facebook Langley Swap & Buy  - what a great way to swap items or buy for Christmas! 

Laugh, Live & Love

Sierra