Fuck me please!

I want You to fuck me, over and over.
I know You are the only one who can decide if You will.
Touch me, spank me, force me at Your will.
My thoughts are only of what You have in mind, blind folded as I am; no clue as to what You choose.

I want You to fuck me, over and over.
Mark me, flog me, make me Your own..
Drag me by my hair, reminding me of my place.
Cuff me, gag me, watch my body start to quiver.

I want You to fuck me, over and over.
I want You to fuck me, over and over.

There is no place I'd rather be than having You fuck me, over and over.

How I See My Master

I know it has been a long time, (a few months) since I have written. There have been a variety of reasons, but now that things are starting to return to better paths, I thought I would do an update. 

I wrote this recently and am going to share it here:

Over two and half years ago you can into my life, literally by a drive to an event that cancelled suddenly. Never had I felt so comfortable as we chatted while you drove to and from the event. Your ease to make me laugh, your sexy voice was all I had known, other than a profile picture of sexy man's chest.

During our conversations, not once did I ever see a photo of you til that evening you decided to drive back from the cancelled event and we spoke of meeting. You graciously went to Tim Hortons and picked up my steeped tea and you your triple triple. When you returned, you came to my home (something I seldom, if ever allowed anyone to come to) that was the very first time I had ever seen your face, the entire person, no longer just a voice and torso. Talk about a handsome and sexy man!

As our days and weeks went by, we realized we are joined. We both just knew that we are meant to be together.

I have no words to describe the passion you bring out in me. When we have done a scene, you have always made sure to have everything I need for when I return from sub drop. Your arms surrounding me, making me feel safe, always. Even so much as to make sure the next day, how I was and if I needed anything.

I smile with appreciation when I have seen you do a scene with another submissive. To see your floggers dance across the flesh, rhythm flowing to music that pulsates through your veins.

In our day to day life, you have always had my best interests. Through surgery, recovery and physical pain, you never wavered. My mental health has been a challenge, yet with your support and communication, you have shown me that not all run away. You have given me acceptance and returning of trust, something I thought I had long since lost.

You understand me, you encourage me and challenge me.

I am proud to be your submissive and love you with all that I am.

Grinding in the laundry room - fucked in the bedroom

Yep its one of THOSE kinds of posts lol!

Sleepy Sunday mornings, where I am doing laundry and Master comes in to check something and slides his body parallel to mine.  His cock alerts me to his sexual desires as Master lifts my naughty nightie exposing my flesh....

I get onto our bed, on all fours, nightie (very short and sexy) slipped above my waist exposing my ass. Master fondles every part of my body asking me if I have missed Him. Naturally I say I have, as He fingers my pussy, preparing me for what is to come.

I feel the tip of His cock playing with my pussy lips, the lube sliding around and making everything nice and slippery. SMACK, goes His hand on my ass, telling me how much He has missed my ass, THRUST as grabs my hips and says that they are the sexiest hips and are happy they are His.

I could go on.... but use your imagination, share your thoughts, let me know what you would like to see as the result of our morning....

When eating

or licking your Master/Mistress cock or pussy what do you enjoy the most? Is there something you look for in scent and taste? Have you ever discussed with your Master/Mistress foods to avoid when going down on them? Some may say they will eat what they want and you will just suck it up. Others, as has been my experience, will actually discuss this topic. I think it is important because if you don't enjoy licking pussy or sucking cock and it is an important part of your sexual relationship, this could cause some serious problems.

I know for me, I've learned over the years what fruits enhance the flavor of cum in a positive way. I'm not a huge cum lover, but I do like sucking cock. I love to feel the hardness as it goes down my throat, I love deep throating and I love how my spit makes Master's cock look.

What makes a good cock sucker? What makes a good pussy licker? Is it texture? Is it scent? Is it attention to detail?

Discuss!

Spanking thoughts

I have been thinking.... and yes I do that a lot *giggles*

Do any of you go through periods of where there isn't play? Could be from an illness, busyness of life, etc.

How do you make sure to get your "spank on" when you can't always play as you once did?

Do you (submissive/slave) get permission from your Master/Sir to spank yourself?
Do you (if your single) make sure to feed your craving on your own?
Do you ask your Master/Sir for some play time?

I'd be very interested to hear your suggestions and thoughts!

Happy Tuesday Everyone!!

Spanxs and Lixxs!

Halloween Hijinks!

Its that time of year! Master loves Halloween! He loves everything about it! Mind you being in the career He is in, makes Him that much more excited!

We've seen a lot of classic movies on TMC this week, all on the Horror Films of the 1940's on up! Its amazing how back then what was deemed scary, didn't make me flinch. However, the more the years went up, the more intense the scary scenes were! The likes of Vincent Price, Boris Karloff and Bela Legosi to name a few of the old school legends!


We've even caught a few with kink in them, that back then, very few would have noticed LOL!

With all the parties that will be going on this weekend, what do you like about Halloween the best? Are you someone who loves it? Do you like to dress up? Do you like the movies, if so what are you favorites?

Now who can forget Elvira?! The sexy minx that everyone knows of! Halloween wouldn't be Halloween without her!

I think she looks super hot here! Love the cuffs and her entire package. YUMMY!

Not sure what Master has in store for Halloween yet, I'm hoping lots of naughty toys and spankings will be coming to me. Master loves to play on the dark side and when not a better time than Halloween! 

Spooks and Spanxs to you all!

Monday Blues

Yes, it is one of THOSE days! Monday is here, after a weekend of heavy rain, clouds and wind. It seems our Autumn weather of warmth and Summer time sun has left and we are now left with the grey of  what will most likely stick around til Spring. 

This makes me sad, as Master has gone to work on a tv show today. He will be very busy til well after 10pm tonight. I get lonely when he is gone for long stretches like this. Master wasn't well yesterday, so we didn't go and visit our friends. So if you throw that on top of today's schedule, I have too much time on my hands. 

This can make for a naughty submissive. If she knew what to get into that involved staying warm and cozy! 

So I am going to put out to the bloggerverse, that you could give me some ideas of things to get up to that will keep me occupied. 

Let me know! 

Lixxs and Spanxs,

D/s and Protocol

Well, even when Master is away He has protocols. I wasn't a very good girl this morning. Master reminded me that I didn't say good night last night or good morning via text to Him. Those are two things I always do faithfully. It seems I had fallen asleep and didn't realize I had and this morning I was very scattered in my thoughts. 

Master had written me of his displeasure and although not a big deal to many, they were ones of importance to Him. I felt my back go up, as I don't like being told that I have done something wrong, my bratty side comes out and you would think that she should be stomping her feet or something!

I'm not sure if there is a punishment to follow, but I have no doubt Master will make sure I remember my place with Him. 

In the meantime our embers continue to slowly grow in warmth, counting down the days til He is home. 

Live, Laugh and Spanxs!

Cuddles and Bedtime

Master and I have been discussing ways to keep our D/s in our lives far more than we have been. Unfortunately, life can overshadow things and 'nilla creeps in rather quickly. 

So upon further discussions with Master, we have decided to install a bedtime schedule, whereby when He feels it is best for me to go to bed, I will do so. We have done this a few times, and I really like it; it makes me feel loved and secure in knowing He has my best interests, especially with my health and the importance of my getting as much sleep as possible. 

In the morning, as He is still out of town, I will always greet Him with Good Morning Master. I have found it really makes His day that much more special, to see that message from me. I always want to be the best I can be for Master. 

We have been discussing many different things, like what chores did I get done in the day. It is expected that during the day I will have done my routine tasks as well as make sure to enjoy the outside, especially on very sunny days. Now, we had a great day today and I did get out for a drive, but unfortunately my allergies flared. Master was very proud of His girl for doing the yard work as I was not asked to do it for one thing, and two I made a point of being outside. After I did my yard work, I came in and showered, and had to take some sinus medicine as I couldn't breathe very well. Master told me He was very pleased and that after my shower I was to rest and take a nap if I wanted. 

A lot of times He will text me my cuddles and such. I really love how He is always thinking of us even in the smallest of ways. It is so important for us as a couple, to remember the little things. 

I had gone to meet a possible new partner on the weekend and today we were texting. He is also very thoughtful in that He agreed with Master in that the best place for me was to be resting and He texted a cuddle to me, to which I replied that I like to snuggle and that I liked it there. It is very nice to be thought of by two men who someday will meet. 

The days til Master comes home are slowly moving along, I think we are down to about 13 days or so and I can't wait kneel before Him, to present myself to Him. 

Our  Sexy on the Darkside is warming and soon the embers will be Hot with Passion! I can't wait!!


Live, Love & Laugh

A sad submissive

Every year my Master heads back to his home town for an extended period of time. The first few days are very hard for me. We have such a strong connection emotionally and spiritually. When I say he is my best friend I really mean it. 


As I struggle with depression, I have been struggling since Master has been gone. He knows and wishes that things weren't the way they are. He wants me to do whatever I want, to socialize, to connect with friends and perhaps new friends. All sounds wonderful, doesn't it? My problem, I have no desire to meet and greet anyone. 


So my question to my pervy readers is this:

I want you all to post to me some suggestions and ideas of things I can do to help me stay focused and occupied while Master is away. 

I know that I will look for daily positive affirmations to help me feel positive.

I know that the weather, especially when it is gloomy out, plays heavily on my mood and spirit. 

I know I would like to meet new people, perhaps new play partners. 

I know I will continue to focus on my vegetable garden, weeding and thinning all the goodness to be reaping and sowing their goodness.

Now for the fun lifestyle stuff!! Tell me some of your fantasies, I would love to hear from you! Perhaps another task would be to set up friendship emails; people I can communicate with back and forth with.